Saturday, December 03, 2011

Momentary Thoughts

I really hope that this is just a mood I'm in today, but I am seriously considering getting back with my husband.

Whew! Never thought I'd hear myself say that. Never thought I would even THINK it.

My husband and I are separated because of his verbal abuse and his tendency to lie every time his lips moved. He is an alcoholic, whether he is still drinking or not (I don't know).

But.

He was mine.

After everything we have been through, at least he has not just forgotten me. He still calls almost every day - not that I answer. He sincerely cares, he just doesn't know how to be a good husband. Maybe God can fix that.

Everybody, I think, needs to know they have someone. No one is meant to be completely alone in this world. It's why God gave Adam an Eve. I believe it's why God promised He would not leave us as orphans.

I don't know. We'll see. Maybe if money is not such a huge problem for us, things will be better. I think I have to decide which is the worst feeling: being alone or being with someone who is not always at his best.

This is a prayer situation. Or maybe it's just a momentary thought.

Peace
--Free

4 comments:

  1. Hi, just like what you said, he is yours, and anything that is yours should be kept and taking care by you. You admit it too that he is not really a good husband maybe in some ways, but still he cares and never forgotten you, his heart was within your heart still no matter what happen, leave it all in the hands of our Lord. HE will guide you and lead you which way is right for you, believe in HIM..:) Have a nice day ahead!:)

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  2. Thank you for the encouragement. I am praying about it & won't make a decision that I think the Lord wouldn't want. Blessings!

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  3. Hi sweetie.
    I don't know much about you and your husband, but i can only hope and pray that things will work out for you. It is better to give someone a second chance, but only up to a point. Keep us posted if you like, so we can all get you through this to make it work.
    Luck to you and have a great day.

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  4. Hi Berlina - I do think it was a VERY momentary thought! Soon as I started remembering some of what I went through... Anyway, I think that I was just feeling so down that I only wanted to feel wanted. I'm over it now! lol

    I appreciate you & everyone who offers encouragement. Bless you!

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