It's one of those days.
One of those days when I need strength the most but just can't scrape it up, will it up, find it, borrow it, pull it down from Heaven... One of those days when the Devil is trying to get into my head. He's a liar, but he's a great liar. I'm doing prayer battle with rusty weapons. Trying to recruit some Hope and Joy to help me through.
I'm going to have to get face down in prayer - face down, heart down and hands up. I need all you other saints to do some backup praying and choreograph a covering of protection around me.
It's one of those days for giving up and giving over to God because I just can't.